Fair.

When one person dies prematurely in the western World, no-one will ever forget them.

Bouquets of flowers and cuddly toys litter our raods sides, reminding us all of tragedies that have occurred there.

Facebook is full of groups, dedicated to remembering those whom we have lost.

Newspaper headlines, large funerals, dedicated memorials.

No less than they deserve.

But it struck me yesterday, how many young people die in the third World and get nothing. Any large family there will, sadly, almost inevitably have lost a child, it is the norm, how can it be that we live in a World where such inbalances can be tolerated.

Let us stop, and remember, and give every young life lost the same respect.

Hmmmm, so I don't really know what I've come here to say, just going to see what comes out really....

So this weekend has been a complete waste, I seriously have done nothing, not even managed to clean the kitchen, it's really annoying but I jsut have no motiviation, it's like at the moment the more I have to do and the more I get stressed out about it, the less I seem to do, which, is a potential problem.

Do you know what I am most rubbish at? Replying to messages, it's really awful, right now I have two facebook messages and an e-mail that I have been putting off responding to, and I really don't know why? There's nothign awkward or anything about them, I just always seem to put it off, I am a shocking friend :(

What makes me a worse friend is my bitterness. I would love to be known as that person who will do anything ofr anyone, nothing is too much trouble. But the reality is far from it, when I have to go out of my way for people and they don't appreciate it, it really annoys me, and what makes it worse is that I never say anything about it, I just sit there stewing, like some silly teenager, God I really need to grow up....

On a more cheery note, THE NEW HARRY POTTER IS OUT SOON :D I am sooooo excited, it's stupid, but I really can't wait! I can't believe they're splitting it in half though, I think they should jsut have had some epic 12 hour extravaganza that we could have sat and watched...OMG HARRY POTTER IN 3D!!!! I can barely contain my excitement :D :D :D

I have lost the button to change the font :( How distressing!!!

Anyway, something cheery to leave you with:

Never Forget.

I don't really feel that I have any right to be writing this, I didn't really have a connection to you, only that I am close to people who were connected to you...

There is nothing I can say here that hasn't already been said so many times before, by so many people, far more eloquently than I could ever hope to be able to say it.

This said it all http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXsp0cLxBrM

The perfect tribute, your song, seen by millions of people.

You are loved and missed every single day by so many people.

One year on, and it's clear, no-one will ever forget you, Eleanor <3