Oh

It just occurred to me that no-one ever mentioned cure...

Reality Check....

Just for the record, I do not need a reality check.

Do you not think that I've done at least as much research into this as you, that I know what's going to be said tomorrow and that it's probably not all going to end well?

Maybe you need to expect the worst but I'd need to stay optimistic.

Love you <3

Such a mess.

Life is so weird at the moment....

On one hand everything is going so damn well that I hardly dare believe that it's true....

...but then there's all this other stuff which is such a big mess....

I've had two bits of great news this week, good news comes in threes right? Because I really can't even think about what it would mean if this last, most important piece of news wasn't what we want, no NEED it to be.

Seriously, how much rubbish can we have to deal with in this area, it certainly is seeming pretty disproportionate at the moment.....

Please.

I can't do this again, none of us can do this again, please, please, let it all be okay.

PS I do care, I care so much that right now I can only deal with this by pretending it's not happening.