I wish.

Things have got to change.

I know it, I've known it for a long time, but it's like a part of me doesn't really want to change.

I wish that I could be more like you. I wish that I didn't worry so much about stupid little things.

I wish that I could relax more, that I didn't have hang-ups.

I wish that I could find it easier to let people in.

I wish that I could let you in.

It's got to stop.

Help me, please.