Right now, at 11pm on a Sunday night, I am happy.
I have not been this happy in weeks.
In fact happy is the wrong word, more like content.
Why am I happy? Because I'm busy. It's ridiculous. Most people dream of having lots of free time with nothing to do, and I like to think that I'm like that, but when I'm busy I realise that I'm not. I love having lots to do, having to make lists and prioritise to get it all done. It's stupid, but I like to go to bed at the end of the day and look back and say that I've worked really hard and achieved lots and therefore somehow deserve sleep. I actually feel guilty if I get 8 hours sleep.
So right now, I am going to finish this blogpost, and then work for another hour or so before getting up at 6am and starting all over again.
Here's to a busy future :D
I have not been this happy in weeks.
In fact happy is the wrong word, more like content.
Why am I happy? Because I'm busy. It's ridiculous. Most people dream of having lots of free time with nothing to do, and I like to think that I'm like that, but when I'm busy I realise that I'm not. I love having lots to do, having to make lists and prioritise to get it all done. It's stupid, but I like to go to bed at the end of the day and look back and say that I've worked really hard and achieved lots and therefore somehow deserve sleep. I actually feel guilty if I get 8 hours sleep.
So right now, I am going to finish this blogpost, and then work for another hour or so before getting up at 6am and starting all over again.
Here's to a busy future :D

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