Set-back.

Sometimes I just wish that I wasn't me.

I thought about myself today, and I just thought how can anyone stand to look at me, to talk to me, to be around me.

I wish I wasn't me.

And the thing is I just don't help myself. I start to feel like this and I just make it worse. I cut myself off, I'm unproductive, I binge and I cut. All of which make me feel worse, make me stress, make me ashamed, feel like I don't deserve anyone.

It's a viscious circle, and I just wish that I could find a way out.

Or that I could find a way to let someone in......if anyone even wanted to come in. Please.