A more normal post...

The good news is that I am feeling one hundred percent happier and less bitter today. The not so good thing is that I think I'm feeling this way because I had a massive cutting session this afternoon :/ I'm paying the price though because it's starting to feel quite sore.

On a more normal/kind of positive note...if you refer back to my posts this time last year...this might make a bit more sense...

Even after all this time, I still really like you. It's so stupid, I really thought that I didn't feel this way about you anymore, in fact, you were even starting to annoy me!

But then tonight, I don't know, it just reminded me of what I saw in you in the first place. And when we sat on the sofa, leaning into each other reading the paper, all I could think was imagine if you put your arm around me. Imagine if we did this all the time.

Sometimes I really think that we could be good together, and sometimes I convince myself that you might like me like I like you...but then I see how you look at her, and I realise I'm wrong.

Oh well, I'm moving away in a few weeks anyway, maybe I can just imagine that that's why nothing could ever happen...and not that you just don't like me in that way lol! :)